Inside her head

She feels like no one understands. Everyone is telling her that everything is fine and life is great. Saying they are there. She cant help but question that. She is more surrounded by more people than she has in a very long time, and yet she hasnt felt so alone. She is desperately wanting to cry out for someone, but cant seem to say anything. She feels more safe keeping her feelings to herself, not letting anyone know what is really going on inside. Its not like she wants to feel this way or wants to keep everyone out. The hurt penetrated deeper than she thought. All trust is gone. She doesnt even trust herself any more.