I certainly didnt anticipate this. Didnt think I'd feel this way. Maybe I need to talk myself out of this for both our sakes. Thinking of him first. Knowing that it wouldnt be fair to him. It wouldnt be fair to me either. It would be hard, only seeing each other maybe once a month if that. I want to see where this would go, but at the same time wonder if it is the best thing to do. I really like him a lot, and the last thing I want is for him to be miserable because of me and because of the distance. I just dont know what to do now.